7.12.08

Week 6

I can't think this week! I have too much going on in my life, well as I am sure everyone does, but a little about what has been going on around me... this is just a snipet why it is near impossible to stay focused on the last part of this class....

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I got robbed at gunpoint on the beach yesterday. I´m feeling better today than I did yesterday, but it´s pretty freaky.

note: robbery was on thanksgiving, i wanted to wait to send this until i had talked to my folks in person so as to not scare them via the internet.

Another girl and I decided to walk down the beach to the next town - about 12km - we had all day and figured a good day for a walk. So we took off at about 10am and walked and walked and walked and walked. And swam in the ocean and took cool pictures and generally enjoyed ourselves shell picking and visiting.


Then something caught my eye and when I turned to look a man was coming out of the bushes with some sort of wrap covering his face and my heart dropped, "uh-oh". He was motioning for us to come over but we just kept walking until he pulled up his shirt and pulled a gun out of his waist-band and then we just did what he said. He took our money and our cameras and started to jog away down the beach the direction we were going. Then we were just still in shock and started walking the same way and he turned around and pulled the gun out again and pointed it at us and told us to stay there. Then he ran off into the bushes and we waited for about 10 minutes and then started walking again.


We were about 2/3 - 3/4 of the way to the next town and it seemed better to go ahead and go there than to go back the miles and miles we had already come. Then we were so scared. And felt so stupid for walking along an abandoned beach, even in the middle of the day - the robbery happened at about 1:00 in the afternoon. Traveling 101 man, don´t walk along an abandoned beach in the third world. Finishing that walk was the worst. We were super scared and then your mind reels in a hundred scenarios, you know? I wont write all the scenarios here, better to let them fade away I think. And we talked about all the details we could remember so that we wouldn´t lose them later. How tall he was, what color clothing, what the gun looked like, the color of his eyes. (A little taller than me, dark skin but not black, dark eyes, light orange shirt, knee length army green shorts, tennis shoes, no tattoos that we could see, more modern looking gun - a gun as opposed to a pistol which you see more of here, but I don´t know guns well enough to say.) It´s really hard to remember to notice such things during such a surreal experience. Later we thought to be glad that no one panicked and all went smoothly.


Then we still had to get on the bus back to Canoa where the hostal is and there is this experience, (which still isn´t done) of looking at men that fit the description and wondering "Was it you?" "You?" which feels really awful. When we got back to the hostal and told them, they were pretty freaked out too. They said people walk that stretch of beach all the time and they´ve never heard of that happening in years of living here. Leaving your backpack on the beach while you go swimming at night? Sure, it´s going to get stolen, but guns? during the day? no way. They would have told us that it was absolutely safe for us to walk to the next town on the beach during the height of day. Then I didn´t feel quite so stupid anymore, but still, traveling 101.


I´m very grateful that we weren´t hurt and that all he took was money and cameras.


As a little time goes on, one of the hardest things to have lost is the level of trusting myself to not be dumb and not get dead. Today I´m smarter than I was yesterday and all things considered, the lesson was a cheap one.

note: My faith and trust in myself is coming back so I think it was just hiding for a minute, not gone all together. But for about an hour after, I was headed straight back to Quito and the airport and heading back to Portland. I seem to be over that.


I wasn´t sure whether to post this experience here, but I believe that secrets have power and if I didn´t tell anyone, then it would become/remain a huge EVENT in my mind instead of part of a day that was otherwise wonderful. The hostal had an amazing potluck Thanksgiving dinner and some of us went to the bar after and danced and had a generally great time, though just now I have quite a hangover. And today was a little cooler and beautiful and I am so glad to be at the beach. So so so glad.


So no pictures for a while, I´m glad that the last ones here for now are of the beach and smiling me.

note: so so so much love to each of you on this long weekend, I hope that it is treating each of you beautifully.

em.

2.12.08

Week 5

So Thanksgiving has come and gone. I did NO homework over the weekend. And I decided that I deserved the break and did so with no guilt! But now I am back in the real world and playing major catch up. Several of my assignments have the bold "LATE" next to it and that sucks. But I don't feel too bad because I find the amount of assignments for this class totally outragous. So here I am just truckin away and trying to get caught up. AGAIN!

Originally posted by Maren!

23.11.08

Week 4

This week I have been writing, writing, writing - wait, isn't this a technology class?!?! I think more time should be spent on actively creating, building, exploring & a tad less writing. Really!





16.11.08

Week 3


This week I have bee playing catch up as I spent many days sick, sick, sick. I have many friends that are teachers, none of which have websites. Now I know why :) I actually have a background in multimedia & know my way around a computer pretty well, but creating my own website has proved challenging. In search of the best webpage creator I tried iWeb, Google, Comcast and OfficeLive to make my own webpage. All of which were confining and not as user friendly as I thought they should be. I am not thrilled with my creation, but I got er done at last!

9.11.08

What I Want For My Children

A Vision of Students Today

Week 2

I appreciate the clarification of the extremely unclear assignment due dates, etc. Reviewing everything this evening, I was still unclear, however. I am also sick with the flu, as is my daughter so perhaps a little fuzzy myself :) I do greatly appreciate the teacher's prompt replies to email questions, concerns and her flexibility.

2.11.08

College - Week 1

Every week, you will be giving your reaction to how this and all your other classes are going for the previous week. 

Directions in this class have been unclear and not simple and easy to understand. Thus, my reaction to week 1 is that I don't need to start this until week 2 :)

Using blogs in the classroom

My reaction to Don't Feed the Trolls could be summed up in one phrase, "do unto others as you would have others do unto you." Generally I would expect students to know the "rules of the road" if they are going to be posting on a blog. I would not want to police the trolls, but may look for other ways such as approving comments, etc. before posts could be made public. I thought to look at Mr. Harbeck's blog next and immediately saw how a blog could be useful in my own classroom. I liked the layout and basic features. 

Suddenly my mind was racing and  I was thinking what is the first thing I would post on my own classroom blog? I would probably note on my own blog the simple yet powerful notion from Richardson's article: Responsible, productive citizens don't always agree - but when they disagree, they always do so civilly. No, no I don't want to start with content, what is a top tag I wonder. Widgets... How do I...?

26.10.08


Jen Beasley
I hope to be an ESL teacher.
My favorite animal is the Labrador retriever because it was the first pet I had growing up.